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I am not soft
I am not gentle, sweet, innocent
I am not your dream girl, not your doll
If you see me sitting pretty, you know there is
Rust and flesh torn away inside
I am rough, abstract, the bite, the thorns
You don’t know you don’t want me
So stand and look, don’t get too close.
I get so jealous when I see girls who are skinnier than me eating normally. Like here I am having black coffee for lunch and this girl is eating a sandwich without a care in the world because it won’t make her gain weight. But I know for me, if I were to eat normally, I wouldn’t lose at all. Sigh I hate my metabolism and how I basically have to starve to lose any weight
why?
-imagine how skinny youll be and youll be known as the small girl
- people will ask you of youre okay
- over sized sweaters and knee socks
-people will look at you
- people will care
- youll look beautiful
- youll feel so proud
- you actually did something right for once
“A lily-girl, not made for this world’s pain.”
— Madonna Mia, Oscar Wilde (via trembling-star)
